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arfa dah sampai Egypt!!!

untuk amek barang pulang ke tanah air dan sambung medic di Universiti Malaysia Sarawak (UNIMAS) insyaAllah

ayah mama dah istikharah kat Mekah and finally I feel that I must transfer to Sarawak, I just can't brain thinking that I must talk in arabic for another 3 years which arfa sgt bebal.. I don't know why.. :(

kalau org kata 'ala, bole je sebenarnya, kau yg tak nak belajar bahasa arab tu, mmg la kata susah'

noooo u guys, arfa dulu sekolah rendah agama for 6 years pn arabic failed memanjang (not exactly memanjang tp byk jgkla failed), 

bkn arfa tak nk belajar arabic but otak ni tak bole nk digest bahasa arab ni, dah duduk 3 tahun kat Egypt ni pn benda yg basic je yg arfa tau, 

setakat pi pasar tu lulus lah nak menawar minta itu ini tapi bila sampai depan patient, can u imagine how I need to handle my nervous? 2 kali ganda tahuu?

nervous nak exam campur nak kena ckp dlm bahasa arab..

sedih dgn diri sendiri sampai ada certain masa tu nak nangis sbb susahh sgt nk faham bahasa arab ni.. (masa exam bahasa arab)

another reason arfa nk pindah, arfa rasa terharu dgn apa yg Allah dah susun utk arfa, imagine..

arfa dpt IPTA (which susah nk dpt sbnrnya dgn result pn tapape), 

pastu Maiwp still nk sponsor everything klu sambung unimas, 

pastu dekatla jgk dgn parents compare to Egypt, 

pastu walaupun in future kita tak tau ap akan jd kat sarawak tu tp alhamdulillah aman sejahtera je so far takde bom sana sini, 

facilities in unimas pn tiptop (ada bowling centre kauu,lol)

arfa nk rasa belajar di IPT tempatan and how hard they said about studying medic in Malaysia..

so thats all the main reasons arfa nk pindah..

arfa tau sedih tu sume mmg tak bole nk kata apa lah, 

sedih la jgk tp nsb baik bestfriend pn ada 3 org jee so takdelah mcm nk nangis air mata darah ke..hahaha

tu pn masa decide nangis jgkla nk dekat 30min mengenangkan betapa Allah ni Maha Pemurah and hsemates pn sedihh kita pn sedihhlaa..sobs

tp bila kita strongly believe Allah has a better plan for me kat unimas so I just need to put my trust on Him and study!

apa yg arfa minta, doa drpd kawan2, means everyone yg kenal arfa..

arfa pn cuak jgk bila dgr unimas ni main system block (fail satu paper, go repeat year), 

maksudnya pasni kena jd nerd lg!

habislaa habislaa..haha

but like I said, failing is a test, dah jd doktor nanti pn ko ingat bahagia selamanya je ke?

mungkin dah cukup 3 tahun arfa di bumi Anbia' ni and now I have to return back to my own country..

byk benda yg arfa dpt kat sini, everything is beautiful (except perangai egyptian,lol),

arfa berpakaian pn still teruk but I've tried and that is the most important..

perangai arfa pn dulu sgt teruk, sombong tahap giga, but now arfa lg senang senyum and lg penyabar mungkin, haha, alhamdulillah.. :)

I've a lottt things to do tp mcm biasalah arfa ni suka buat kerja last min,hihi

byk benda nk jual, nak kargo, book tiket blk Malaysia..

doakann arfa tau tau, semoga arfa dipermudahkan segala urusan ni, thank you soo much! :)

kena la jual winter coat and all the jumper..

so Alex people, get ready! ni diskaun gila2 arfa nk bg, haha

tp all my precious shoes jgn harap nk jual, angkut sume balik Malaysia, hahaha :P

pants, shoes - H&M
coats - LC Waikiki , Primark
shawl - insta @unnie_miniqa

ok, gotta go, assalamualaikum pumpkins! :)