Thursday, April 14, 2011

sorang sorang


what do you feel when you're in the class full of ur classmates but all of them ignore you?
they are laughing only between them
do you feel what i feel?
i feel worst
totally alone and just sometime i feel like
''ehh, arfa you're in alice wonderland world!!''
dah sekian test LISAN ENGLISH aku


teruskan
ha, mcm tula keadaan aku
almost every section's time, i feel like that
so dah banyak kali dala aku jumpa alice
dia pun dah ingat nama aku an

percaya ke tak ape yg aku cerita?
believe me
aku dulu kat mrsm punyala bising
tp dlm kls jela,
dgn geng aku la yg pastinya kan
then bila tiba sini
aku jd cam kayu tepi jalan
ecece, sedih gila, hiperbola lebih2 pulak an


tu satu hal
then bila org tanya soalan kat korang, org tu pandang tepat2 muka kau, tapi kau buat pandang tempat lain, kau rasa ape org tu nk buat kat kau?
haihh, susah aku nak explain kerenah manusia camni yg duduk kat alex ni
macam macam

anyway, hormon aku memang da tergolek golek mencurah curah
so benda sikit yg sensitif korang buat slh mmgla aku akan rasa mcm nk marah gila gila punya
and tadi kat lecture hall
aku duduk diam diam
then tiba tiba teringat ayah, mama, adeeb, ariefa, amsyar, ainin
oh mann
menangis hati aku weh
serius tak tipu
aku rasa cam nak pergi ladies je time tu and nangis puas puas
tapi tak boleh
sbb aku da cakap aku nak jadi kuat mcm wonderwoman, kan amin?


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Ayah aku mesej
OMG
Allah tu Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui, Maha Penyayang
and again aku nak nangis tapi aku tahan
aku nak nangis sbb fuckin happy
my family nak skype SEKARANG!!
omo omooo

ape lagi, pecut arfa pecut balik rumahh!!!!
haha
serius aku jalan laju laju

and after that aku rasa semangat aku dtg balik
dpt tgk muka budak montel mcm kakak dia kat egypt ni an
heee

sooo ni la buah durian saya,haha asal durian? sbb aku suka sayang gila durian..



4 comments:

  1. yap..wonderwoman~
    Family is everything!!
    seriusly lopeh eden bace post ni..rase nk skype lak ngan family..huhuh
    hahaha..btw, kuat kan semangat selalu...
    doa pade Allah, supaye x luntur semangat yg telah terbine...insyAllah...
    Good Luck~

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  2. betol!!sepp amin!!dari jauh jela,haha..
    yeh?aku pn bru skype smlm stelah hmpir sebulan kat egyptni..aminn..
    u too! fighting!!

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  3. btw thanks krn follow...hehehe...

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