arfa, why do you want to be a doctor?

♫  Christina Perri - Human ♫ 

just to tell my blog readers that my ambition to be as a doctor started since I was in highschool.

masa sekolah rendah mmg sume benda arfa nk jadi, drpd cikgu kpd peguam kpd interior designer kpd arkitek kpd money exchanger, eh? no. mksd arfa ap tu yg bhgn kira2 duit tu alahai aku bole lupa pulak nama kerja tu, femes jgk tuh.. akauntan!! haha ampunkan beta..

so masa sepanjang nk bertukar2 ambition tu, dlm hati ni nk jgk masuk PBSM, ha mmg arfa drpd skola rendah smpai form 3 kamceng dgn PBSM, I like la nyanyi lagu PBSM pastu sorok muka sbb segan pastu balut tgn org pastu bg CPR(mehehe)..

tp dlm arfa masuk PBSM tu, masa skola rendah mmg aktif nk mampuih, semua aktiviti kita nk bolot, sampai muka da mcm nk dekat sepupu sepapat african people you know..

tak nak la cite kat sini, nk cite kat my future husband n children la, tak seronok la kan nanti kte da jd malas nk ulang cerita ni lg, kang terckp 'anak-anak umi bole la tgk blog umi yeh, umi byk selfie kt blog umi tu ha, pastu tgkla mcm mana umi bole nk jd doktor, nah link'

ape ke jadah kan.. tak cemerlang la camtu..

k sambung

pastu bila da dpt PMR yg tak semua A tu, alhamdulillah dpt offer masuk mrsm yg terceruk kat muadzam shah tu, sabo jela..

pastu kt mrsm ni tak seronok sbb setiap persatuan beruniform tu ad kuota, disebabkan kuota PBSM da penuh, yg tinggal hanyalah .. .. .. silat ..

hakuu? silat? hahahaha

helo kira terer la, bole guling2 tu, tp arfa tak bole nak digest la silat ni, taekwondo bole terima lg sbb da ada smpi tali pinggang biru tp tiba2 cerai talak satu dgn taekwondo..

silat ni, mengarut sikit la, nk doakan nenek moyang la apela before start tu, sungguh tak minat..

tak minat sampai pernah curi2 ponteng latihan dan curi lari masa tgh berlatih, haha punyalah benci..

pastu hbs SPM, barulah perasan kuasa hafalan ni mmg kuat gila, dah tu ayah pn suggest amek bhgn doktor ni, masa tu mcm tak nak tau sbb darah darah ni haih lemah sket..

so amekla dentistry..

dpt course dentistry A level..

pastu dan dan 3 bln da study A level tiba2 Majlis Agama Islam Wilayah Persekutuan ckp arfa dpt biasiswa penuh, ya Allah rezeki betul, MARA da bg pastu Maiwp pn nk bg..

tapiiii Maiwp offer course medic..

ayah pujuk pastu masuk lah course medic ni.

so sebenarnya, this is not what I was planning for.

regret is always there but here I am da masuk 4 tahun dlm course ni..

siap tukar universiti lagi, siap failed paper lagi, siap salahkan diri sendiri sbb amek course ni tp sikit2 Allah tunjuk knp arfa kena jd doktor..

lama2 arfa faham knp Dia dah plan mcm ni..

nk tulis entry ni pn sbb doktor arfa pernah tanya knp amek medic but I can't say that this is my passion since I was born, punyalah penipu kan, nak kata parents yg suruh kang nampak sgt tak ikhlas nak belajar medic pulak..

jadinya arfa tulis entry ni, as a reminder to myself to keep on doing and complete what I'm suppose to do for my future..

makanya adik2 yg nk pilih medic sbb doktor gaji byk, doktor nmpk bergaya dgn coat putih, doktor market tinggi, forget about being a doctor dear.. its not that simple and easy..

once you enter medic school, you're devoting your life for the society..

BUT medic is really interesting IF you like to know MORE about yourself, maksud arfa organ ke apa ke kalau sakit tu sbb apa bla bla bla.. mmg byk penyakit manusia ni, pening kepala aku..

even da jd houseman pn still kena study..

k dah hbs pasal medic.

I have another 2 weeks before the next exam posting paediatrics, my dear 859 followers (hai to the new followers!) please pray for my success for the next exam, thats all, may God bless all of you! :)

maybe I stop here, till then insyaAllah.

assalamualaikum :))